Since my grandma’s been in the hospital my life has gone a complete 180. Right now i’m in my house for a while until my mom finishes some stuff in the house and then i’m gonna be alone again until my brother picks me up…
I havent had time to do anything and at the same time…i feel too free. This week i’ve been practically doing shit alone. From college to the subways and then to the hospital and back, by myself. People think that’s awesome but honestly…it isn’t.
So yeah, life sucks a bit for now but it could be worse.
Uggh…well grandma has been in the hospital all day now and she will probably stay there for a few days. Everything she goes there the whole household thing changes, now i wont be able to sleep at my house because i have college tomorrow and only my brother can take me.
College just makes things worse. I’m tired in everu way you could imagine but thank god he was there with me and we could finally talk our problems out of the way. It’s really a big help when all you want is someone to give you peace and support.
I just needed to vent quickly since in my brother’s house there is no internet. I usually believe prayers don’t get you anywhere but sometimes i make the exception, since i’ve actually seen them come true. So yeah, no posts today.
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I will do a barrel roll if I keep going like this.
Tomorrow I will go out to eat at Margaritas which is my favorite Mexican Restaurant EVER.
(Ok, maybe i’m a little biased there. It’s my favorite because my dad used to work there since God knows when and he always brought me there when he had the chance) But really, they have the best Mexican food I’ve ever tasted.
OMG THOSE FONDUE NACHOS ASDFGHJJKL;
But really, ‘ll go with my boyfriend since it’s been a while that we’ve gone anywhere fancy dandy (I think since…our prom?)
And THEN, on Wednesday, the family is gonna go eat at another Mexican restaurant to celebrate my Dad’s birthday.
If you see something unusual rolling around your neighborhood by Thursday, don’t worry, it’s just me.
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Wow I didn’t know Jackson Pollock had a website this fun. Even though abstract painting ain’t my thing that much, it’s good for when you need to relive your stress…Besides, he is the genius behind all of this madness…
What’s going on through his mind. If he thinks this is easy for me or not. Having my grandma sick is taking a toll on everybody here, including me. I hate seeing my mom so exhausted because she literally has to do everything in the house and i’m the only one who helps her. Today grandma has been in agonizing pain, more than usual. Tomorrow they will take her to the hospital & only God knows if that’s the last day i’ll see her, since the last time she went to a hospital she came back almost zombie like.
It was also the last time I saw her walking… I miss seeing her walk like a normal healthy old person. Sure she has her diabetes and other stuff but she got along just fine. It was those accidents she had that made her go back and back. I remember she was the only person in the house when I got home from the school bus and she cooked me lunch whenever she could. Of course, I learnt how to cook for myself a long time ago in order to help her.
I really, really hate how all this cycle of life thing works. How suddenly you grow sick, then you stop walking and end up in a bed and then, you die. All I’m asking is, if it’s her time soon, don’t make her suffer anymore because I can’t bear with it no more.