Day 142: God never leaves me hopeless I see. 

I went to college to sort out a weird balance I had in my account and it turns out I have another scholarship that refunded me $750 dollars for my whole first year. I couldn’t drive after that since I was so damn excited! HOLY SHIT! Anyways, Today I ate a ton of fast food again and I feel so crappy man, I wanna stop this madness at once but sadly I can’t always decide on what to eat in this household since we’re always short on money. I stayed talking to Nicole all night also which was so damn fun. I can’t believe I can have a sister like her, she’s so cute!